by Alice Dea | Oct 30, 2019 | MDMA Musings, Personal Experiences
10 years ago I felt deeply depressed. Not hearing my alarm in the morning, sleeping until midday, canceling meetings with my friends because I couldn’t stop crying, nor could I show them what I was feeling. I was feeling utterly alone in the world, even when people... 
by admin-alice | Aug 20, 2019 | Conscious Drug Use
Before my first psilocybin therapy experience, I missed meaningful connection in my life. After doing a lot of inner work and therapy, I still felt stuck. I had this feeling that something was holding me back, but I couldn’t figure out what it was. It felt like I was... 
by Alice Dea | Jun 3, 2019 | Conscious Drug Use
Since preconceived notions about psychedelic mushrooms/truffles are shifting, thanks to the amazing results of the clinical trials of the John Hopkins University amongst others, people are interested in trying this form of therapy out for themselves with the intent to... 
by Alice Dea | Jun 3, 2019 | Personal Experiences
I remember these days very clearly. Waking up in the morning very late even though my alarm had already gone off 10 times three hours earlier and I had ignored it, feeling deeply sad. It was more than sadness, it was a feeling of powerlessness, an absolute... 
by Alice Dea | Mar 27, 2018 | Personal Experiences
It is a January morning in Costa Rica. I am at my shamans house to take the shamanic medicine called Kambo – a frog poison from the Amazon that makes you purge out of alignment vibrations and boosts your immune system. Like every medicine, I take it with an...